Goldzen.

End of 2011.

2012-01-22T14:34:00.001+14:00

i apologized a thousand times for not keeping my blog alive. i have no time to blog since the first day of 2012 so screw form 5 life. i pratically have tuition everyday, yes EVERYDAY.

So after weeks of waiting and bugging, my father finally bought me a phone. Samsung Omnia 7. It's a pretty cool phone but it does not satisfy me. I got no whatsapp and skype and the most important thing, FREAKING SECONDARY CAMERA. but still, i'll appreciate it like my baby because it's the only coolest gadget i have (except for my dslr)

i'm a sad kid and i know it. my phone graphic is pretty cool and one thing i like about it. i dropped it like 6 times? and it's still alive. and there is once, i dropped it on the tarred road and it was dragged a few centimetres with the screen fell flat on the road. i felt a little of heart ache and surprisingly, it has no scratch at alll!!!! one of my friends dropped her iphone and it was cracked. see who says iphone is cool without the cover?

Christmas 2011 was a little boring cause most of my friends have church to attend so me and my sister decided to make family dinner just for 5 of us (: we tried making chocolate chip but it failed and it ended up..

like a pan cake.

and the dinner for the night..

it was pretty good but my sister got a few bad comment. guess she's not going to cook this anymore.

vanity is what we do for the rest of the night.

happily posing with my phone when i thought it was the best phone for the first few days.

till then, bye.

the sistah!

2011-12-19T04:42:00.000-10:00

so it was sunday afternoon i was watching tv so comfortably in the living room, watching one of Steven Chaw's movie. My father was upstair talking on the phone while my brother and mum went out for shopping. then, the door bell rang and i sensed that something was not right when i saw my sister's friends outside my gate. and there my sister popped from the side of the door, i got the shock of my life. TAN JIL LYNE CAME BACK WITHOUT ANY OF US KNOWING. oh ma god, i got a heart attack and the next thing i know, i was crying. i swear that's not tears of joy but i was really shocked. so yea

THE SISTAH IS BACK! we went shopping the next few mornings.

with Yieng Shing, her boyfriend and May Chia.

and we had the best Nasi Lemak ever in Villiage park!

it was real fun day with all <3

self feeding

2011-12-19T04:17:00.000-10:00

so my brother came back one week ago and of course i'm always looking forward to...

the food he brought back. nyehehehehehehe

a whole big packet of cappuccino nougat.

my fav barbecue sauce! i'm going to mix it with any food next time. heh

this is most probably for my niece and nephews.

and more and more and more chocolates in the fridge! this is going to be a fat holiday.

mural painting 2011

2011-11-17T08:36:00.000-10:00

everytime when you're on the way to cafeteria, you might not ever notice one abandoned wall on your left hand side. well, we interactors made use of it (:

Day 1 - from an empty, dirty, unnoticed wall, we started with preparing alphabets cardboards and wrote it on the wall.

Day 2 - painted the words and started with a little of blue background.

day 3 - bought the wrong paint so few stars were added.

day 4 - almost done and i bet it's done (:

and a little touch up.

i know how bad is this picture, but just to show how happy we were to get free ice creams from teacher! :D

champagne showers

2011-11-13T07:32:00.001-10:00

i havent been having a good sleep since yesterday. not use to my new bed yet tho its damn bouncy and i can totally sink in it. my parents should really get a sofa for our new living room soon, i cant stand watching tv without slouching around. so i apparently shifted into my new house and still in the process of cleaning up stuff. honestly, i still have like 50% of my stuff at my old house. oh noooo, im not even sure if i can fit everything into my new house.

so my day started with little macllan's one year old birthday party! he's now a damn handsome and cute kid but somehow he doesnt like any of us to play with us. oh well, hope he will get use to me and like me soon as Kerwyn is already growing up soon.

kids nowadays have really nice birthday cake. jellllly.

it looks more like his mom's birthday. lol

so preeeeeeeeeeeety :D

birthday boy! he finally smiled to my camera :D :D

and watching the kids chasing water bubbles around is so funny. kerwyn never fail to be so cute (:

cousin brought me to hartamas in mont kiara after party. had moocow. im never a fan of yogurt but this is totally a bomb especially with oreo crumbs. YUMMMM :9 cousin went to meet with her friends while i walked around the mall for shopping.

and dinner at sungai buloh! it was really one of the best chinese food i ever had. the restaurant was flooded with people and the long journey there was really worth it.

food sapu-ed.

before and after. LOL

poor chicken.

conclusion : good day (:

dare you to move.

2011-11-12T06:35:00.000-10:00

i have no idea why am i blogging for. so i've been dead for like few weeks and people been complaining about my dead blog. but still, i've got nothing else to do now and so here. i had thousands of words to speak.
1# end year exam was finally over after three weeks of torturing. allelujah. but still i did it quite badly. listening to all my friends complainin that they almost got A+ seriously gave me motivation to study harder next time. but im pretty sure it wont be happening.

2# i seriously dont understand you. why the hell are you disliking me? does backstabbing me around entertain you? if no then stfu. you are seriously one good actress, you talk so nicely to me in front of everyone and turned around talking bad about me. gedda life, we are already 16. who still do backstabbing job? honestly, i dont judge people by size and look, as for you, you suck in everywhere. sorry to be mean, this is just a little revenge to make myself feel better. go on with your jealousy, do remember i will be 'ahead' of you no matter how hard you tried to ruin my life. lol that's what my friend told me.

3# been busy with moving into new house. after years, i'm still sharing room with my sis and we're going to have wardrobe problems soon or later. and guess what, we are going to have sleepover and bbq party soooon :D hoyeahhhh noisy people!

love my new silk blanket! <3

2011-09-23T04:53:00.002-11:00

i'm so lazy. so this blog will be dead for the 101th time again

2011-08-30T03:08:00.000-11:00

i seriously have nothing else to do here in Bandung and i miss my camera a lot ): siggggh.

Cravings.

2011-08-28T02:10:00.000-11:00

this is what you can stare at when you're hungry.

mcdonalds lime ice cream.

starbucks! <3

mc shakers with large fries! totally worth it.

oh annnnd strawberry fondue!

marks & spencer food storage.

2011-08-24T04:03:00.000-11:00

the best crispy puff on earth! yumyum :D

Nestle Chokito.

2011-08-22T01:52:00.000-11:00

A caramel chocolate bar. one of my fav! :D

YUMYUMYUM ;D

2011-08-14T19:56:00.000-11:00

new baby :D

2011-08-14T00:58:00.000-11:00

hehehehehe

interact farewell partay 2011

2011-08-09T04:43:00.000-11:00

Last Saturday, we had Interact Club Senior Farewell Party 2011 at Puan Renuka's house. And her house was, FUH. huge and nice! especially her neighbour's house, SUPER LUXURIOUS. okay, so me and wei ling went there right away after chinese class. while wei ling went to plan the games with angeline, i was in thekitchen with shoby helping out with the food. i can say this year party was a little better because of the fooooood! it's even better than 5-star hotel food, no kidding.

Cheesy mushroom, muffins, lasagna, NACHOS WITH CHEESY SAUCE <3 and barbequed marshmallows!

Puan Renuka's dog! sucha good boy. weiling even kissed it with her lips.

p/s: never let her kiss her cheek, and she kissed on xiu's cheek today. HAHAHAHA

group photos of the seniors 2010/2011.

fooooooda.

treasure hunt! it was reallly funny looking people running around the house area, trying to find for clues. especially people who ran around with food stuffed in the mouth and left their shoe in the middle of the road.

winners of treasure hunt.

next game, pass the parcel!

jyeyih did yoga, that was a dare btw.

the fun stops here.

Imma sweet tooth!

2011-08-05T03:25:00.000-11:00

food post!

went overnight at cousin's house and had this while watching movie marathons. it wasnt that good but cheese flavour is not that bad.

went shopping somewhere around Sunway Giza and had snowflakes for the first time!

IT WAS DAMN BLARDY AWESOME OKAY.

this is totally highly recommended but i still like the one with cincau better (:

and few weeks later, Tan Jil Lyne the bimbo is back! :D :D

simpsons cookies!

mwahahahahaha! the oreo and caramel kit kat i'd been asking from my sister for years!

hohohohohoho! i shall not let Audrey Chin sneak in my storeroom to find all my kitkat!

and more chocolate bars! going to blog about every single flavour of chocolate bar soon :D

and something that you cant miss out. Tin Tams and more candies! This is going to be a sweet moment for a sweet tooth like me.

time for supper! goodnight :D

blog banner

2011-08-04T03:19:00.001-11:00

spent hours doing my blog banner and having uploading problem now. wth. will try to upload it soon. sorry if i left out anyone. i cant squeeze everyone in.

p/s: ONG RU MIN WHO SAID YOU'RE NOT IN IT?!

Goes around, comes back around.

2011-08-04T02:38:00.000-11:00

While uploading my family trip post pictures, i found random pictures of Kerwyn few weeks ago. He'd been coming my house recently and he fell in love with my laundry basket.

And there, i threw him in because he was crying just to get into the basket.

After a while, he got bored inside the basket and he was trying to get out.

I was laughing out loud at him while busy taking pictures of him.

He tries harder.

and harder.

when he finally got out from the basket,

he crawled back into the basket again -.-

2011-07-18T00:21:00.000-11:00

sorry people for abandoning this blog, will be back in August. goodbye

manizer (:

2011-06-14T05:43:00.000-11:00

so i found this somewhere around my house and claimed it as mine. this is most probably from someone far far away. or maybe my siblings left it here. becuz you cant find such cool candy here (:

oh and look, it has two parts that you can open.

the smaller belongs to 'to share'. it means if you wanna share with your friends, you will give them the candy with that little hole.

and when it's 'not to share', the hole is THIS BIG.

that candy container is totally suitable for me man. especially to my friends who always steal my candies. this is for you, IN YOUR FACE. hahahahaha sorry im so hyped up :D

2011-06-08T19:07:00.001-11:00

If you see a golden toyota fortuner number plate: BKP 3183 pls call the number of 0122245286... Its been stolen 11pm yesterday night at bandar baru. If you could, please pass the word around. Thanks (:

formspring.me

2011-06-08T15:39:00.001-11:00

your wonders. http://formspring.me/iarejilee

2011-06-08T15:37:00.000-11:00

i woke up when no one's at home. yesterday wasnt a nightmare. my parents havent been sleeping the whole night, i could hear noises outside the room. i was too sleepy that i fell asleep after keeping my mom accompany. its really scary to see her feeling so disappointed and tension. its going to be a bad week for my parents and there's nothing i can help on. sighhh :/

make your way back home, will you?

Date Butter Chiffon Cake!

2011-06-07T21:43:00.000-11:00

had a trip to my cousin's house for 3 days 2 night. i have no subang class yesterday afternoon so we decided to bake chiffon cake. we got the recipe from the book my aunt just bought from The Curve.

so flufffffy.

full of nestum. i'm having nestum-phobia cuz my mom likes making me nestum with milk every morning like ewwwww.

smells good tho.

25 mins in the oven.

and there! it's done :D

YUMYUM! :D

MINE.

2011-06-06T02:37:00.000-11:00

Ladies and gentlemen, lemme present you...

no, not houses.

yes, a car.

MY car.

the truth is, my father bought a car and i claimed it as mine. cause, my mother doesnt like it and i will be driving it if i'm capable to drive. IF. to my brother, jie jie, siblings, cousins and all who doesnt believe it, please read the car plate. ITS MY BLARDY BIRTHDAY OKAY. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

2011-06-02T03:08:00.001-11:00

please go bang the wall. thank you.

raspberries attack!

2011-05-30T02:34:00.000-11:00

this was before exam when my mom forced me to eat raspberries.

ONE WHOLE BIG CONTAINER OF RASPBERRIES.

FREAKING RASPBERRIES ATTACK!

my friends called this sohai face -.-

and and and

RASPBERRIES MOUSTACHE! silllllllly betul.

far far away from new zealand.

2011-05-27T03:50:00.002-11:00

it was few weeks ago when my cousin was still here with her mother. it's been a long time we havent seen each other so we went out for family dinner twice. it feels like we havent been seeing each other for ages, and of course we did a lot of talking and gossips :D few days before she went back to New Zealand, we had dinner at some cafe near my house. i went there right after Grace Tay and not to forget, i brought my camera this time.

sky juice and my mango ice blended. that little 'jelly bean' on top of it is totally my favorite. you guys should totally try it one day and get the shock of your life (:

long table full of unfinished food.

Hello family :)

we went outside to watch Prince William's wedding and shared a little bit of each other secrets (;

goodbye cousin ): will miss you loads and good luck about your ehem ehem! <3

the last picture before going home.

note to couzie : thanks for the pen from new zealand! and the note too (: i really like it a lot cause it has lots of functions! hahaha

tumblur.

2011-05-16T18:59:00.000-11:00

i've been so lazy to update my blog so here's a little update.

not feeling good yesterday night after having

little potato in shepherdoo. i dont think is the food problem cause audrey chin ate more than me. guess it's the sauce or something or mamak in the morning?

starbucks been a good accompany for studying. i go almost everyweek twice. feel like my money is flowing away.

<3s cutest thang on earth. how much i wish that he will never learn how to talk and never grow up.

time to study. bye.

2011-04-30T17:18:00.005-11:00

i dont know why, but the disappointing feeling fill me up everytime after seeing up. just plain disappointing and sad ):

and you know what? I'm not hating Justin Bieber anymore. his new hair is cuteeee :D

chilling in chillies.

2011-04-22T17:47:00.000-11:00

so it was ages ago my father brought me and my cousins to empire gallery. right after my class @ Bukit Gasing, we went empire gallery cause there's a fashion gallery according to my cousin's friend. but still, we missed it out. went shopping around and i bought owls accesories, again.

my cousin stayed over my house before that day.

oh and we went chillies as a small celebration for my cousin's birthday.

the mashed potato was super goooood (:

when my drink came, my father took it before I could say a thing. He claimed "Mine." until he had one sip and gave back to me. *that disgust face* "Yours." what's wrong with banana milkshake -.-

oh loooook, i'm doing house work :D

part of my collection of owls :D except for the top right one. it belongs to my cousin's.

2011-04-18T03:46:00.001-11:00

sorry blogger, i'm a bit of bored of you and went to side tumblr more. i'm loving my tumblr more now. HEE :D
iarejilee.tumblr.com

2011-04-16T03:43:00.001-11:00

that is how much we talk on the phone since january. skype is my daily dos.

2011-04-10T03:34:00.000-11:00

it's officially a year past, i should be glad i moved on a little.
and now, it's really time to move on and totally get over it. it's done, we're friends forever (:

shopping paradise.

2011-04-08T03:29:00.000-11:00

I WANT ALL JIE JIE );

Dearest Roooomeen.

2011-04-07T04:16:00.000-11:00

Memories between us? I can already make a book of our stories.

I shall talk about it next year cuz i'm so busy right now. *flips hair* you know about it dont you ruuumeen?

thanks for posting a picture of me in Standard 3 with that mushroom hair and noobie face. oh and here is a little sweet revenge from me to you <33333

the girl who never let her book step two bloody feets away from her.

never compare my eyes with yours -____-

si beh hiao lah you. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

at least you look good here.

I LARF YOU, RUBY.

and sorry that I fell asleep one hour before your birthday. I ACTUALLY FORGOT TO WISH YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. but i know in your heart you will say, APPOLOGY ACCEPTED. okay i gotta go do homeworks nao. goodbye my larfly friend.

OH AND ONE THING IM NOT FORGIVING YOU FOR SHIFTING TO SRI KL WITHOUT MY KNOWING. NAIS ONE MY FRIEND. YOU OWE ME, BIG ONE. and when can i visit your house? heeeeeeheeeee

earth hour with lights on.

2011-03-30T21:30:00.000-10:00

Sooooo, it's our weekly gathering again. Had so-called-light-meal in Subway then movie. THE EAGLE! Chaning Tatum was hot like shiz and I was hiding behind wenshin every scary part. then we went lepak around 8.30pm which is earth hour.

P/s: please notice the lights are still on.

doesnt it gives you the sense of creepiness?

bullying audrey chin, just like we always do (;

Thad : eh eh take a picture of me.

*super zoom in*

Thad : WALAOEH SO NEAR FOR WHAT. further lah!

*stands meters away*

THERE.

while waiting outside sushi for 20 minutes, Joshua went to scare the waitress to get us a table faster.

fooling around.

Hee zun was going to pay for our bill, i guess.

After waiting so long, we just walked away and went for Secret Recipe.

Thaddeus told me about some function in my camera and it's so coooool.

they are kids.

whaaaaadup punk?

guys showing off their sexiness, which they dont have.

mine and Joshua's. we were just trying out the drink.

Chau Jin and Hung Yang came and join us in Secret Recipe.

my drink came and I was trying hard to open the bottle cover.

Hee Zun : come lah, i do. *tried real hard but failed*

Thaddeus : gimmme. *tried harder but also failed*

Joshua : let me try. *put a little effort to open it* what's so hard?

oh and never try it okay. it tasted like alcoholic drink.

wenshin's wasted food.

after mostly people went home, they took all my coins and went to test their BMI.

Too bad Joshua wasnt there. I'm still wondering what's his bmi until now.

i thought it was over but i'm still not over it.

2011-03-27T04:54:00.000-10:00

conversation #1
when you ask Audrey Chin Wei Ling where is *fill-in-the-blank*,
Wei Ling : *points at her nose* inside here.

conversation #2
Cousin A : eh why didnt burn iPhone 4 for ah chor?
Cousin B : she doesnt know how to use.
Cousin C : burn manual book along lah!

conversation #3
Cousin D : burn car better.
Cousin B : she doesnt know how to drive.
Me : no license.

conversation #4
Me : wanna eat what?
Joshua : I'm full already *rubs tummy*
Wei Ling : YOU SURE?!!!!!!

conversation #5
one of my ancestor's graveyard have a very nice fengshui.
Cousin A : you know where is it burried here? cuz you can see mountain and river from here.
Me : oh so she can wake up every night to enjoy the view while eating candles?
Cousins : *gooooooosebumps while staring at me*

conversation #6
Went to have breakfast after praying with my cousins who never been to kampung.
Cousin A : do you know you have to wash the plate after you eat?
Cousin D : *stone*
Me : it's all self service you know.
Cousin D : what if i dont wash it clean?
Cousin E : you have to pay double.
Cousin D : really?!!!!
He fell for it while I'm really impressed with our acting skills.

2011-03-25T04:20:00.000-10:00

one of us have to back off, so who's getting the guy?

yay or nay?

2011-03-22T03:06:00.000-10:00

I, Tan Jil Ee,

finally

cut

my long hair aka horse tail aka trouble

after one year of hard work of leaving it.

and please dont tell me

how short is my hair right now ): i'm having a depress time right now.

imy ):

2011-03-19T04:18:00.000-10:00

Well, i see your very true colours finally. In the end, you chose to betray me and embarrass me to people i dont even trust. I'm changing my mind. I'm not going to be in the middle anymore and will be siding on the right side. Cuz i lost my faith in the left side.

I just showed Evelyn this and you know what? This iz a piece of genius work.

our newbie in school (:

2011-03-18T05:30:00.000-10:00

during the busy holidays, i have to go to school everyday for interact practice. and guess what i found out? A VENDING MACHINE IN SMK CONVENT KLANGGGGG. HOYEAH BABEHHH >;) our school is finally thinking smart. so we went to try out the machine once it was set up!

Oh btw, please ignore the ugly model there. She wants a picture with the machine and I forgot to take a picture of the machine, ALONE.

SEEEEE?! no, i'm talking about the machine people. isnt it koooool?

oh it was super duper fantastically much cheaper than canteen drinks price eventho it's damn small cup. i would rather have a small cup to clear my thirstiness than spending double on a packet drink.

SOOO, lemme show you a little demo of how to make the machine works.

FIRST, put in coins. and no paper money.

SECONDLY, choose any drink you want! but not much choice laaaa.

THENNNN, wait for your drink to pop out! (:

Then the drink will spray out like how you pee.

LASTLY, take out your damn cup and enjoy your damn small cup of drink! :D

alex pettyfur spelt the word HOT.

2011-03-14T06:04:00.002-10:00

It was kinda last minute plan, i followed Shoby back home after interact practice. Then we went Aeon with Evelyn, Audrey Chin, Ying Ying, Yee Wern and Chuan Jiunn. Me and Shoby went to try out Subway which is new in Aeon and met up with some aunties boasting.

'Aiyo, i came first and now have to wait.'

'See we had been lining up just now and people kept cutting our line.'

'You see you see. Australia and US is not like that!'

'I want this this this, NOT THAT.'

'Wrap all the sandwiches nicely ah, the kids are eating in the car.'

*roll eyes*

Seriously, she reminds me of my mother and my autnies. HAHAHA.

After Subway, we went to watch Beastly which Yee Wern been telling me weeks ago. The trailer was nice but the movie wasnt that nice. We made lot of noise in the cinema, just like usual. ALEX PETTYFER WAS SAID HOT HOT AND HOT. Eventhough with that ugly mask he has to wear in the movie, he still have the style that spells HOT.

Oh and funny part of today's outing was, we were teasing Evelyn and Ah Jiunn the whole time.

They reminded me of some stuffs. Thanks a lot to Evelyn who kept rubbing salt on my wound -____-

You shall wait for my sweet revenge ok (:

DID I TELL YA THAT I HATE VANESSA HUDGENS?!

she's so ban cute in the movie that spells GROSS. and why is she always with the my guys? i repeat, MY guys.

now you finally understand why is he hot? THIS PICTURE SAYS IT ALL.

went Sakae Sushi and I went home earlier than all because of my piano class. And it was canceled last minute when my mother was already there to fetch me -_____-

Coming IU day.

2011-03-13T04:16:00.000-10:00

This holiday

I'll be having IU day practive every morning.

Watching beastly and having SUBWAY tomorrow in Aeon :DDDDD

Going MBO with Say Koon and Xin Yee on Tuesday.

IU day rehearsal then drama practice on Wednesday.

Pushed all the tuitions to Thursday.

Before IU day last practice and tuitions.

Saturday, IU day!

See how is my holiday schedule packed. All credits to school IU day.

Oh but I have Sunday break! Have no class that day like HOYEAHHHHH >;) i so wanna go out with the gang.

2011-03-12T05:25:00.000-10:00

My amah just came back from Aussie yesterday and she was like 'Aiyo! the chocolate there so cheap! 10+ bucks only!''
'Amah, you are supposed to convert the money lah.'
'Huh? Siami lai eh? I bought few packets eh!'
Looks like I'm going to gain weight this holiday. hoyeaaaah >;)

i feel like... everything is gone ):
everything that used to belongs to me was taken and it was because I never learn to appreciate. that's always the saddest part of my life. suck yo.

SAM TSUI is loveeeee

2011-03-10T03:24:00.000-10:00

iarejilee@hotmail.co.uk

my new msn email! because msn doesnt want to give me back my old email just like what facebook did and i have to get a new one. sucks. jil_ee@hotmail.com has 7 years of history, i'd been using that email since i was like 8 years old man! THE WORST THING IS I LOST THOUSAND OF CONTACTS! ))))':
annnd people might be thinking, yer why uk? you think you from uk / british girl wanna be? i'll punch you people. i sucks in doing email because I havent been doing it in ages like uhhhh. P/S : DO ADD ME OKAY. I seriously need all of your email incase emergency happens!

PROUDLY ANNOUNCING THAT FIRST MONTHLY TEST IS OVER. HOYEAHHHH >:) i screwed off my test just like this and i'm cool like this. i miss using the computer and stalking around and youtubing Sam Tsui :DDD He's my new love! i now he's gay lah, but whatever.

im so lazy to grumble and its time to do my tumblr business. GOODABYE lovely peeps (:

says it all ;

2011-03-02T05:23:00.000-10:00

i'll wait forever.

2011-02-28T04:39:00.000-10:00

when someone walks out of your life, let them. there's no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. what you make of yourself and your future in no longer tied to them. you might miss them, a lot but remember that we weren't the one who gave up.

i just wanna sleep forever Zzzzzzz

Dont ever look back.

2011-02-26T03:28:00.000-10:00

You are sufficiently safe, but your family needs god's protection. Oh yes, my sister and my father need blessing.
Business negotiations will not succeed. You can only make money with great effort. I need to be much more better in persuading my parents to give me more money.
Love remains strong and marriage will be successful. Pregnancy leads to a safe birth. Yeaaaaa babeh, I should go and marry and born a baby now. Hahaha kidding.
The missing will not be found and things lost are far away. Looks like I'll never get back you.
Sickness will be prolonged. No wonder I'm falling asick almost every week.

YUM YUM,it's shogun!

2011-02-24T04:26:00.001-10:00

It was a typical Thursday night and also the last day of Chinese New Year. I had family dinner in Shogun, Pyramid and it was really a great idea. japanese BUFFET was BOMB babeyh. The restaurant is just like typical hotel restaurant but the food are different because it was japanese fooda. Mostly of the time when it comes to Japanese fooda we have to look at the price before ordering because japanese food bill will make you pay through your nose and you will be spilling blood all over your purse. But of course when someone will be taking care of your bill, there's nothing to worry about just like what happened when I visited Shogu! :D It was my aunt's treat!

Instead of walking around the whole buffet area to check out the food, I took any food that looks good.

LETS DROOOOL OVER THE FOOD PEOPLE.

YUM.

YUM YUM.

YUM YUM YUM.

and the whole table was ended up with fooda.

DESSERTS! not much choice. That's the bad part.

SI LALA.

while i was waiting for everyone take food and i saw this little cute thang walking around.

KERWYN! He was finding for food, must be.

cant resist his cuteness

non stop eating.

so-called-chicken-eyes. idk why are they so addicted with that expression recently.

mother and daughter, always dressing up almost the same. I was also wearing grey and black that night!

awwww someone had to shave his hair bald. Eugene boy is finally growing up and entering elementary school.

Gladys loves sticking with my cousin brother all the time because of his iPhone. danggg, i wanna get an iPhone too ):

Went to watch the skaters' practice and saw that you-know-who who has super mad awesome skilllls and that dang goodlooking face! pretty proud to say, one of them came from my sunday class! :DDDDD

dammmmn, i cant even bend while skating.

so goooood that it spins my eye balls.

my cousin sister mixed up all ice cream together and got scolding by the adults. hahaha dai seyh ah you :p

I was not smart enough to wear baggy pants and loose fitting tshirt. Tiffany's blog was truly inspring and I wore a not-really-loose-fitting dress and big pockets at the side! But i sort of forgot to pack all the food home! Maybe next time, I had a promise with Audrey Chin (:

it feels so good to cry over it.

2011-02-18T04:23:00.000-10:00

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came,
The dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

i, moved on that part of my life. cause it sucks hurting.

food vs kerwyn on webbie.

2011-02-18T04:16:00.000-10:00

THERE. i found pictures when we were webcamming. My sister was showing me food she bought in Aussie and Kerwyn came and can't take his eyes off the food packet.

SOOOOO CUTE AHHHHH. how nice if he never grow up (:

shIt iz asshole.

2011-02-02T05:36:00.000-10:00

chinese new year is so quiet ): please come back TAN JIL LYNE. i rather argue with you everyday than facing that idiot.

gosh, i have 9 days to suffer. SUCKS.

2011-01-31T22:01:00.000-10:00

yes pimples, you can go away naw. thank you.

dinner with the family.

2011-01-31T19:46:00.000-10:00

my cousin made us an ohzome dinner before my sister left.

and it was like YUM YUM YUM YUM.

chicken & potatoes.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE DINNER (:

i had 3 glasses of this.

dinner is almost readdddy.

spaghettttti

salaaaaad.

oops sorry, that's my hair.

this is the best place to dine with the cool breeze.

awwwww so cute (:

HAHAHAHA CHRISTINA!

boxing herself. HAHAHAHHAHAHA

playing ipad while watching despicable me after dinner.

i finished one box of Hello Panda within 2 weeks (Y)

2011-01-29T21:24:00.000-10:00

strawberry is always the best flavour.

kung fu panda! or taekwondo panda?

juicyyyyy straberrrrry.

bite it, lick it and taste it!

shit you yo pimples. please go away before Chinese New Year starts okay.

2011-01-29T04:43:00.002-10:00

hello, i'm new on facebook.

feel free to add me you f*king hackers (:
Jil Ee Tan

Create your badge

oh and i dyed my hairrrrrr :D

And i cut my rapunzel's hair )':

damn you facebook >:[

2011-01-26T20:44:00.002-10:00

GIMME BACK MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!!!!!

come home ):

2011-01-22T05:54:00.000-10:00

goodbye, my partner that i've been living for 16 years one month 22 days )':

the room feel so empty without you, and i have no one to talk to every night.

come back now, will you?

jars of hearts

2011-01-19T23:50:00.000-10:00

vintage shorts

off shoulder tee

more accesories.

that is all i want before CNY. my mother is banning me from going shopping, I WANT TO LOAD MY WARDROBE WITH MORE CLOTHES!

oh shoby, can i have him? just for this picture (: he looks so much like chace crawford.

waiting for something that isnt going to happen.

sorry friends, i would try to heed all of your advice but there's something in me wouldnt listen.

sigh.

2011-01-16T04:07:00.000-10:00

I had a bad morning. My family decided to bring my sister out for her last bak kut teh in Msia. Just as usual, we brought my little nephew along too. After breakfast, we went grocery shopping at tesco. While lining up at the counter, my nephew was attracted by the babies department so he pulled me there. Just like the adults say, he's worth more than millions. He has to be taken care well. Every step he walks is so wobbly, banging here and there. that's why I was holding him so tightly, so afraid that he will fall on the floor. He stopped at the babies shoes area, pointing to me all all the incredibly tiny shoes and trying to tell me he wants one too. He was so helpful when he saw some of the shoes dropped off the rack. When he bend down and his forehead hit on something. He started crying and I carried him to my mother. Until I saw blood on his forehead, I was so panicked. I'm a st John aider but I totally forgot what was I supposed to do. At last, we used foods to make him stop crying. And luckily his mother did not blame me at all. I made a child bleed and the guiltiness was deeply buried in me. If he has a scar, my guiltiness will never fade away.

Be-late-for-something Day

2011-01-12T21:32:00.000-10:00

Soooo, went volleyball training in the morning. Was late for one hour and went back one and a half hour later.
Went St John meeting with the other schools in the afternoon. Was late for few minutes and was punished to pump for 20 times in a shot for not greeting the sirs, was late and blah blah.
At night, went dinner with my father's friends and cousins. Was too early so we went Tesco to buy my sister's stuffs. And then, we were late again for few minutes.
i'm so lazy to upload. so here are the pictures.
overnight at my cousin's house. my sister wouldnt allow me to go out with them so I was staying at home playing with photoshop. they came back at 4, puking every where and smelt bad. ewwww.
woke up 11 in the next morning. Was late to Mid Valley to meet my friends. Shopped for 1 hour plus and only bought two accessories.
reached home late and had steamboat with the family.

2011-01-10T04:04:00.001-10:00

2010, will you come back to me? ):

you not cool.

2011-01-08T10:14:00.000-10:00

all you give me, is a damn shit reply. never use silence to answer my question.

Long lost post.

2011-01-07T05:12:00.001-10:00

i lurfffffff macbook's webcam :DDDD

HELLLOW, i wasnt in the mood of blogging and I was asked to update my blog because of the deadness. Using my sister's Mac Book now, so no pictures to upload yet ):

1. 2011
I'm going to be sweet sixteen in like 24 more days? It's time to grow up and be mature, just like how I used to be :) I promised, no more bitching about people too much, no more eating too much junk foods, study more and be more hiaw. Something has gotten into these few days, I waved like a slut and called out loudly HELLLOW BABEH when i see my ex-classmates. They felt so embarrassing to wave back to me. HAHAHA.

2. 3A'2010
I miss all my classmates in 3A. very very much ): I miss the noisiness, craziness and the rajin-ness of them. and my gang! i miss talking and singing loudly in class, i miss turning around and talk to any friends, i miss gossiping, i miss making noise anytime i want, i miss sleeping under the fan without anyone disturbing, i miss all the teachers who taught us in Form 3, i miss how we laughed at each other's stupidness, i miss being quiet sometimes, i miss copying my friends' work, i miss eating foods in class any period, i miss how my friends disturb Encik Salleh, i miss raising my voice louder than some of the teachers, i miss the toilet rombongan, i miss the good air circulation class, i miss being so close with mostly of the classmates, i miss hugging anyone randomly and i miss walking around the classroom and just sit on anyone's lap :((((((((

3. 4N'2010
I dislike mostly of my classmates except for the chinese gang. there's only 6 chinese in class. The class is under bad condition. It's so hard to have a good sleep in class but I always fall asleep in class. Honestly, I dont like my class's standard. No Eibhilin, no Audrey Chin and all the smart asses. The most important, I'm not happy with all the teachers who are teaching us for English subjects. My mind goes blank when they teach us subjects in English with BM and I will just go to sleep without bothering. The malays will be so happy answering teachers and showing off how much they understand. BULL SHIT LAH.
Oh and our bullshit Sivik teacher. We were rushing last minute homework during his period. He was critisizing us indirectly with 'Contohnya, kamu selalu buat kerja sekolah last minute dan awak buatnya dalam period cikgu lain, adakah kamu berwawasan?' Damn bitchy right! And so he gave us some home work to make promises in class. I am so going to write this ' SAYA TAK AKAN BUAT HOMEWORK LAIN PADA PERIOD GURU LAIN' on purpose. See how he's going to critisize me for the next time. HAH.

4. Tuitions
I have a total of 7 tuitions in a week. STRESS RIGHT. And maybe adding another three more tuitions next month if I can't catch up anything in school. Where's my honeymoon period yo? I still strongly refused to go that Sunday class. I so tak suka man. Sunday should be my day to do homeworks and rest at home. Why wont my parents understand me? :/

5. Busy January
I'll be having so many things to plan and finish in January. My sister is leaving on 22th and I'm going to take over the room, her closet, her study table *MWAHAHAHHA* oh and her book shelves which is full of reference books and exam papers. three lines on my forehead man.

6. CNY
It's like few more weeks to CNY! omgeeeee, i'm so in the cny mood. can't stop singing those stupid cny songs and planning how much to save. HAHAHHA. went to dig my wardrobe and found out that I have 14 new tops & 3 bottoms only. I need to go and get the acid wash shorts i've been finding everywhere. OH AND P/S: I'll be going cameron on the third day until the fifth day of CNY. DO NOT HAVE ANY PARTY WHEN I'M AWAY. or not you're so going to pay double for my angpau (:

7. i'm still 50% bitchy.
I will bitch about whoever you talk to. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

8. a broken heart is still under recovery.
thanks a lot, you-know-who-you-are(s) (:

9. TO MY DEAREST ONG RU MIN
i've been waiting for your call. WHY CANT YOU WAIT FOR ME?! i thought we were supposed to change school together!!!!!111 PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER OKAY through inbox on fb.

2011-01-03T04:16:00.000-10:00

it just happens to be you all the time.

2011-01-01T07:08:00.000-10:00

you moved on even faster than me. you're the reason of my daily life got stucked. i shall move on.

THE BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENTS.

2010-12-29T18:15:00.001-10:00

i got the best christmas presents ever! mostly of them were from Phuket.

CONVERSE SHOES! i never think of getting one. but until i see this.

CHECKERS PRINTING of converse sheos! it's limited edition and I can't find anything like that in Malaysia. I was shocked when my parents agreed to buy for me.

Acid wash jean from F Fashion! oh and the studded thingy is so loveeeed. always watch it on tv but never imagine that my mother will agree to buy me this. i need a pinch on my face weyh.

limited edition bottle from nike. i got this from Malaysia with my own money.

pencil case from Rip Curl. Still thinking which one should I keep for myself.

4 I ❤ phuket shirt from the airport. last minute shopping for friends's souvenirs.

and it's all super big size. i was thinking of making it off shoulder tees.

SPECIALLY THANKS TO MY PARENTS. really, even though my results are so shitty. Felt so guilty ):

2010-12-25T23:27:00.002-10:00

i. am. speechless. and. i. dont. want. to. fly. back. to. malaysia. to. face. the. truth. shucks.

off to phuket

2010-12-23T04:45:00.001-10:00

thank you for coming today people. picnic was awesome!

going to phuket tmrw morning for christmas celebration! and this time is not healing a broken heart but a broken mind. big disappointment for my family. i'm sorry, i tried my best for BM and chinese ): and this is the only way to hide away from the embarrassing moments. hope this trip will at least cheer me up.

all i ask for christmas is 8as :(

2010-12-22T03:48:00.000-10:00

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2010-12-22T02:59:00.000-10:00

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PD trip with the kids #1

2010-12-21T06:51:00.000-10:00

Went PD and Seremban with my cousin brother and his family and his big gang of friends. 5 cars, 5 families, 11 adults included me, and 10 kids. My job was just baby sitting my little niece or the elder brother and taking their pictures. My cousin brother will pay for my foods and hotels as my salary. HAH. We went at twelve so I dont have to trouble myself to wake up early to pack my stuffs. Last minute packing is always my habbit. On the way to Port Dickson, we stopped by a restaurant with weird name called Lover Bridge for lunch. And i found out that we are going with the friends too, not only the family. Guess they planned for not telling until I realize myself.

Her mother taught her how to smile finally (:

Stopped by Golden Palm Tree resort to check out the hotel after lunch. My little nephew called this Lotus Wonderland.

After 2 hours of sleeping on the car, we finally arrived THE LEGEND HOTEL.

This is what you see when you just stepped into the hotel. The bathroom.

You get to do your very private business.

Mini pool for the kids.

The roooooooooooooom.

King sized bed.

Super hot girl. HAHAHA kehdeng.

Queen sized bed. My nephew planned to sleep with me one week before the trip.

I was like, I'm so dommed -______-

These are the water challet houses.

Beautiful view from the balcony.

Super gong gong girl.

THOSE CHALLETS ARE SUPER LUXURIOUS.

damn relaxing while the mother have to do the stuffs for them.

HELLLLOW! *pinches cheek*

superman vs catwoman.

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Oh and guess what i found?

A see-through-bedroom bathtub! How the hell am i going to bath?

Thennnn, off to the beach!

Kids love sand. eventhough port dickson beach is very dirty.

KYLIEEEEE! so cute.

family lurve♥

I'm bob the builder!

Flying kites.

Enjoying himself with the sand.

and the tools they brought.

so gay yo. me likey.

little footprints.

here comes the wave. My camera got splashed and i was cursing like hell.

digging the wave?

lots of activities going on.

the beach was too dirty so we headed back to the hotel's swimming pool.

brother bullying the sister, again.

1.5 feet, and i was like 5 plus feet? HEH.

my editting skills are getting better! dont you think so? :D

facebook is what i'd been doing all day while sitting on the bench.

first lesson of swimming : splash the water with both legs.

JACUZZI dont have to be naked right? cause it's so open like wth, free show?

drove somewhere near to the hotel for dinner.

the food was like okay lah.

some kid's birthday.

AND HER CAKE THEME IS CHRISTMAS! fruit cake (:

i dont like her new pose. not lady like at all.

back to hotel!

and obviously she learns it from her brother kan?

Christmas is lurfed♥

my cousin brother bought cans of imported beers and went out to enjoy with his friends in the middle of the night while his wife have to settle the kids.

LIGHTS OFF.

i shall upload the day 2 soon! toodies.

PD trip with the kids.

2010-12-20T05:17:00.000-10:00

back for the 3 days and 2 nights of vacation! the kids are cute and good, my camera is still perfectly fine and i love the adults talk. all of the kids love me as the baby sitter *-___- not that name again. they'd been calling me everywhere we go and people stares at me like the maid* and the adults love me as they get to rest while I'm taking care of the kids. Who cares about my salary. My cousin brother who brought me there had to pay my hotel fees and foods which is already hundred plus. Especially that i ate a lot during the vacation. Told you I WANT TO GAIN WEIGHT. organic farm was like... a place that we, Klangians shouldn't stay. mosquitoes kiss all over my legs and I'm scratching like a monkey.
I was chewing my gum and i found this...

EVEN MOSQUITOES ARE IN THE CHRISTMAS MOOD!

they built a CHRISTMAS TREE on my leg!
now, i dont have to trouble my parents to buy a christmas tree! I already have on e special and I'm definitely get to share mine to everyone wherever i go. i bet yours cant right. HAH!

alright, i'm going for medical check up tomorrow. PLEASE BLESS ME. my mom was scaring me that I'm might having every kind of serious sickness. I WANT TO SLEEP ALREADY. lack of sleep for 2 nights. not good not good.

it's hard to hold back my feelings.

2010-12-17T22:49:00.000-10:00

Ah by by, here's one friendly reminder before you leave. REMEMBER WHAT I WANT FROM TURKEY AND HAVE A SAFE AND GOOD TRIP THERE. i bet you going to miss me like shytz. AWWW.

And to all who's flying to everywhere on earth, BUY ME FOODS. i need to gain weight soon :)

2010-12-17T18:17:00.001-10:00

OFF TO LITTLE VACATION FOR THREE DAYS WITH THE KIDS YO :)

i shall learn how to open up my mind and try my best to forget you. have fun in bali.

formspring.me

2010-12-16T19:00:00.001-10:00

ask me anything.

fragile relationship never last.

2010-12-16T05:19:00.000-10:00

Well, i guess every reader who reads my blog know about this right. So I'm not going to hide and giving you the juiciest gossip.
RIP
10042010 - 16102010
Our beginning is something that shouldnt happen and it's better to end it because I suck in being in a relationship. Sorry to all those friends who tried so hard to make us together. It a failed relationship. So yea, please believe that I'm good in holding back my feelings. I definitely need group hugs from my friends ASAP.
I dont cry because it's over, I should smile that it happened.

goodbye. at least we are still friends right (:

4 days.

2010-12-10T07:10:00.000-10:00

i'll be dead for four days.
off to gy camp after 4 or 5 years.
haiyoh, dont feel excited at all.
FEELINGS COME BACK TO ME. I NEED TO BE HIGH

PMR results coming out on 23th? LIKE WTF?!

2010-12-07T06:02:00.000-10:00

dear diary, i'm feeling..

brain exploding soon.
eyes sight getting worse. need some super zoom in glasses. please dont tell me i have eye sight problem. i want to be a pilot :(((
nose itchy.
lips bleeding.
neck sour.
tummy so hungry, and it's fat enough already.
waist getting fatter like a pole.
back pain. someone must be backstabbing me. *just learnt it today*
arse itchy.
mosquitoes bites everywhere on my legs.

xoxo, i want bang into the wall right now.

bought dresses for Phuket today. HEHEHEHEHE.

i need summer dresses.

2010-12-06T03:10:00.000-10:00

cooked instant noodle by myself today! And something must be wrong with my mother. She didn't say a word when I told her I want to have instant noodle. Not even adding any veges in my soup.

I added that to make it look nicer.

The process of cooking was such a mess. I put too much water to boil and i was eating over cook noodle with boiled water. Tasteless soup. Yucks.

Little Kerwyn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111

He's back from Langkawi and now my house is as noisy as it used to be :) I missed all of them when they were away.

He knows how to walk! Dont have to carry him anymore like carrying tons of gold bar. Just kidding, he's only one years old and he eats a lot.

Loooook as his ass! Fat pampers.

marry you - bruno mars/glee :D

2010-12-05T04:16:00.001-10:00

I miss my frindge yo ):

I'm grounded. Yayyyyy. FARK!
This is what you call, AFTER PMR LIFE. rot at home and study facebook everyday and learn more about people like a stalker and youtubing kevjumba videos will never bore me. I need to go shopping and my mother always tell me, i'll buy for you when i go to perth! oh how long do i have to wait? me and my friends have never-ending-plans but i have a never-ending-nagging mother. oh i want back my life before PMR. peaceful but not facing the books everyday. Been busy finding Phuket's best hotel and restaurant. My father promised to bring us there for the last trip in 2010 before my sister fly away. I'M SO EXCITED because i've never been to overseas DURING CHRISTMAS. Malaysia's christmas is too boring. So yea, I have to go back and explore more about phuket stuffs. OKAYBYEZ.

Smile :) It irratates your enemy.

2010-12-03T04:53:00.000-10:00

I had a fattening week.

Dinner at cousin's house on Sunday Night, Pyramid on Monday, went PJ and Shoby's house on Tuesday and I forgot where I went to eat after that.

Suckanoodle *SLURPPPP*

Had pasta in Tony Roma.

And this was obviously mine. LOOK AT THE PRAWN.

Juen Jin finished up for me because it was full of tomatoes.

Watched rapunzel and it was flooded with kids and teenagers, the movie was kiddy and I prefer Megamind better.

Desserts in Haagen Dazs. My sister is so jealous of me. HEHEHEHE.

The strawberry is damn sour. We shall try Baskin Robbin next time.

PJ on Tuesday with my cousins. Had lunch somewhere near to the centre.

Udon mee. That was naissss but spicy.

3 of us but we called four set.

And guess what? We ended up can't afford the bill and my aunty had to come all the way down to save us. Lack of 30 cents and the waiters kept giving us the menu and asked if we have anything more to order.

aite, kavitha's party tomorrow! YIPEEEE :D

new born baby!

2010-12-01T04:23:00.000-10:00

Macllan Tan! ♥

18.11.2010

My nephew! People always ask me, your brother marry already?!

No no. It's my cousin's brother's baby boy, not my brother's.

Sleepy eyes. I heard that his eyes are even bigger than mine. Oh thankyou.

he's a new born baby and he already has double eyelid!

Welcome to the family! You'll be our new lurf :)

Code : We went to MBO.

2010-11-25T22:09:00.000-10:00

Went MBO yesterday with Say Koon, May Chia, Audrey Chin Wei Ling, Chau Jin, Hee Zun and Hung Yang. Was supposed to plan for our trip during the holidays but we ended up chatting about craps and i was playing plant vs zombie. After buying the movie tickets, we went to archery in MBO (in case you dont even know MBO has that). I brought my camera without memory card. How stupid is that. So here's the bad quality pictures. Oh, and I'm lazy to organize the pictures so it's messed up.

OH LOOK. finally maychia did it. She aimed two arrows on the floor, just like me.

I was faking fyi.

WATCH HOW PRO PLAY.

oh wait, not yet.

We have to wear finger tab before playing.

oh ya, pro.

IKNAUR MAI AIS OKEH.

fuyoh fuyoh, chau jin pro already.

what's with audrey chin and the duck's mouth?

Watch Megamind at 2 then we went to some ice bar to chill. And we actually saw Sheng Yun working there. Awkward moment man.

Brought Grace Tay's homework but ended up finishing two paragraphs only.

Playing the same old childish game all the time. And it's always Wei Ling or Hee Zun's idea.

YAOYEH.

In case you dont know where is this,

THIS SHALL BE OUR SECRET HANGING OUT PLACE NEXT TIME WE COME MBO.

ARLLO KLANG PEOPLE.

the future american president, MEGAMIND.

TAN HWAI SEON.

2010-11-24T05:11:00.000-10:00

Happy birthday Seon Seon boy, you are finally err.... 19? well, i haven't get to find out how old are you but nevermind. Oh mom said twenty so HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY! SO ALREADY DONT WATCH FAMILY GUY AND THE SIMPSONS ALL THE TIME. Go get a job and be a better man. alright. i know you will reading this. with loves, your family.

2010-11-23T01:29:00.002-10:00

THIS IS JILYNE TAN SPAMMING HER BLOG POST!

HAHAHAHAHA!

2010-11-23T01:28:00.000-10:00

I may be mean to you, but you dont even know how much you mean for me.

Burn down with flames.

2010-11-22T06:21:00.000-10:00

After PMR, during holidays, everyone must be rotting at home. At least I'm different cause I spent my time with my niece and nephew who stays right behind my house. In other words, I BABYSIT them. That's what my family said and now everyone calls me baby sitter. My cousin promised to bring me out for dinner if I take care of his kids. Soooo, we went Empire Gallery for dinner last Saturday. But it's not my resting day but I still have to take care of the kids. I dont mind at all cause I love all of them! It may be another different story when they grow up just like Eugene. Yea, according to my friends I bring my camera everywhere and AI LEOWLY DUU OKEH. Pictures ;

That was Brandon's pose! LAWL.

double triple awwwws :)

my nephew cabut the so-called-snow from the christmas tree and stuffed it here.

appetizer. YUM.

It's some spanish restaurant.

Salad with salmon and toaster!

He was concerntrating on which food to eat next.

Like mother like daughter.

non stop eating. he will bug you if you dont give him food.

Pasta. YUM YUM YUM.

I was boring after having dinner. Listening to the adults talking about their hong kong trips and listening to their jokes. Why everyone went to Hong Kong recently?!! Damnnn, i'm jealous. So it was my first time to Empire Gallery, I brought my niece to walk around the mall.

Decorations for Christmas. It's like one month more to Christmas.

Yo heylow, sweet one.

The tutu train that my niece kept begging me to let her sit. Too bad it's already 9 and we were supposed to go Icity. The kids were tired already and weekend is a bad day to go iCity so we headed back home.

P/S: SHOBANA! I SAW TORRES NAMES ALL OVER THE RESTAURANT.

My Poker Family :D

2010-11-21T21:25:00.000-10:00

YESZERZAY was AWEZOME.

too bad Yen Shan missed the fun :(

i shall upload the phozos tonight yo!

mah hommie.

2010-11-20T06:11:00.000-10:00

The last time i played around with webcam was last year and now, I'm so bored and i found out that Shoby has one too. So we played video call around.

yeah, her webcam has bad quality. i bet she will be rolling her eyes right now when she sees this.

CHAOKAH.

Add caption

SHE'S WEARING THE TEE-SHIRT I GAVE HERRRRR. AWWWW (:

BORING LAH CAN?

3 things that happened in 24 hours.

2010-11-18T17:56:00.002-10:00

1# 5 am in the morning. Everyone was still sleeping until.. My sister was woken up by the noise of a bunches of security guards in front of my gate. She hid herself behind the curtains and continue to peek. The bunches of them were holding torchlights and sticks, looking into my house compound and shouting out loud, 'OI APA YOU SEDANG BUAT?!' One of the security guard saw her at the windows upstair, they called out for her and asked her to open the gate. My sister said 'Ada apa?' and the fella replied 'ADA PENCURI!' She was so scared and she called my mother to do it. I was still sleeping soundly (i don't snore btw), not knowing what's happening until I heard my mom banging on my maid room's door. All of them went down to see what happened. I was going to scold my sister for being so noisy but I heard dogs barking, I immediately jumped out off the bed and went downstairs. The security guards came in to my house but the thief ran away through the back door to my cousin's house. After few minutes, cops came. Damn fast right! Last time when someone broke into my house, we had to call them many times to make them come faster. We were told not to walk out the house so we waited inside to see what happened. I heard the whole neighbourhood dogs were barking and wondering why was my dog not even barking just like usual. Sometimes when i bring my friends home, it will be barking like a bitch (oh my sister said that). Yea, i guess it must be sleeping or maybe the thief rasuah it by giving food. At last, we saw more than ten securtiy guards and cops finally caught an indian guy with black shirt and jeans. More than ten people went around the neighbourhood just to find a thief without weapon. My sister said that he's hot because he's damn muscular. I gave her a stare and if I have enough energy in early morning, i will really like to give her a punch on the face. Klang is no more a save place to stay in, or shall i say MALAYSIA, truly asia?

2# I broke two doors knob. My room door and the toilet door. That's why me and my sister always lock ourselves in the room. Are they fragile or I'm too cholor?!!!!!1111

3# Went pyramid yesterday with Shoby, Audrey Chin Wei Ling, Sok Ching, Ah Ryl, Jamie and Wei Joe. Went to watch skylight and it was b....o...r...i...n.......g. It's like Megan Fox and Shia Labeouf trying to run away from a building because of aliens attack but they can't because there are aliens everywhere. But at last, the guy was dead but his brain was taken over by an alien and he continued to protect his girlfriend because she was pregnant. Then, we went some toilet restaurant to have lunch and celebrated Sok Ching's birthday. I totally lost my mood for eating after looking at the menu. It's gross okay. Not about the food, but the dishes there and the name they name the foods. We went shopping but i didn't manage to buy anything because i realized that I really need money from my parents to go hunt down Forever 21 soon. MONEY! i shall go and work at my father's petrol station soon.

okay, time to do grace tay's homeowork. toodies.

imaoy.

2010-11-17T05:45:00.000-10:00

Hello people, i miss all of you and your bottles. WHY ALL OF YOU CANT MAKE IT TOMORROW? We shall find another day to go out again.

oh and i miss you, you and YOU like hell.

f.

2010-11-16T03:22:00.000-10:00

i hate it when people ask, why are you not sad?
i just don't know how to move on and whatever i said it cant change anything more.

FML, for the first time i'm saying this.

Peopleschoice.

2010-11-15T05:56:00.000-10:00

Have you vote for this yet ;
http://www.peopleschoice.com/pca/vote/votenow.jsp

I had voted many times for Paramore, Gossip Girl and clicked for anything that I know. I think it's fun because I'm very laifless now. HEHEHEHE

I wonder why you like cold war.

2010-11-14T23:56:00.000-10:00

Nothing stays forever.

And after all the things we've been through.

2010-11-13T23:48:00.000-10:00

Been busying doing the painting job in school and training in St John. Slept earlier every night and woke up early and rush to wherever i need to go. My cousin went Hong Kong with two of her children and left another younger nephew at home. So he became my daily alarm, whacking me at the face to wake me up. Went to school for mural painiting and talked and laughed a lot with Shobana. Even everyone thinks that Shobana's mouth will never stop talking. Harhar! Stole foods from Form 3 jamuan and everyone was staring at us because we didnt pay at all.

Oh and St John training. Sucks. Working so hard for it just for the certficate and the competition is on Sok Ching and Kavitha's birthday. WTFWTFWTF! I missed their birthday party twice already and I dont wanna miss it anymore. Nooooooooooh. I guess i'm going to get darker soon because I'll be hanging out with the sun more often this week. Thanks to marching and painting under the sun. I shall start to apply my lotion soon. BYEBYE.

Something always brings me back to you.

2010-11-12T00:48:00.000-10:00

Do you like eating beside the sea? Well, my family always have lunch or dinner at a restaurant near to the sea eventhough the food there is like *stucking tongue out*. But it's another different story when I'm hungry.

It doesnt have a beach to let you have a romantic walk under the moon or sun. It's a scary and narrow bridge that three people can't walk together at the same time. My niece is so young and she is so scareeeeed of the sea that is why she sticks with everyone the whole time.

The fish was like...

BIG, HUGE AND SUPER DUPER SPICY.

Two kids snatching to have the swing.

Some snake on the stick and my cousins started to attack it by throwing stones.

FYI, the signboard says do not climb on the boat.

DAMN CUTEKANNNNN. No wonder they are all my nieces.

Three different kind of smiles.

Cute, elegant and beautiful.

Some amah threw rubbish in the sea and all of us was like 'WALAOWEH.' One of my cousin started to shout 'Amah! Come back and take your rubbish!' But she just turned and gave us a ignoring look.

I took a lot of guts to stand there okay.

The rubbish polluted the sea.

Photo of the day.

craving for foods now.

2010-11-09T06:10:00.000-10:00

Orea cupcakes?

YUMMMMM.

*drooling already*

I have 4 loves one :p

2010-11-08T19:38:00.001-10:00

Taekjong's brother! The handsome one. He hugged me on Cheryl's birthday and I fell in love with him (:

I gave him to Yee Wern cause he doesnt want to choi me. Yeah, so it's 3 now.

My very beloved one. Whack me every morning to wake me up at nine sharp. I can't get angry at him right.

And the last one, you know who lah.

HAHAHAHAHA.

I'm damn kao boring can?

CHERYL CHIN HUEY WYNN.

2010-11-08T19:23:00.000-10:00

Cheryl Chin Huey Wynn aka Ah Ryl aka Siawpo aka mad lady turned 15 on 6th of November. She had a small family party at her house and some of us were invited.

The cupcakes that Cheryl's mother wanted to show me. Because these cupcakes compared to those me and Cheryl made, much better.

The icing was awesome and the design was very nais!

Praying, she's a buddhist yo!

Soooo lufleh.

Do I have to introduce how we started to be friends and all? No no, I'm very lazy already. Cause I already did that more than three times every year on her birthday.

We had bitchy wars and now everything is okay because she still missed me and she came back. HAHAHAHA.

Friends will come and go. Best friends will stay. True friends go and always come back.

She is still my bitch, forever and always yo! Stop whacking people okay yo!