i'll wait forever.

when someone walks out of your life, let them. there's no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. what you make of yourself and your future in no longer tied to them. you might miss them, a lot but remember that we weren't the one who gave up.

i just wanna sleep forever Zzzzzzz

Dont ever look back.

You are sufficiently safe, but your family needs god's protection. Oh yes, my sister and my father need blessing.
Business negotiations will not succeed. You can only make money with great effort. I need to be much more better in persuading my parents to give me more money.
Love remains strong and marriage will be successful. Pregnancy leads to a safe birth. Yeaaaaa babeh, I should go and marry and born a baby now. Hahaha kidding.
The missing will not be found and things lost are far away. Looks like I'll never get back you.
Sickness will be prolonged. No wonder I'm falling asick almost every week.

YUM YUM,it's shogun!

It was a typical Thursday night and also the last day of Chinese New Year. I had family dinner in Shogun, Pyramid and it was really a great idea. japanese BUFFET was BOMB babeyh. The restaurant is just like typical hotel restaurant but the food are different because it was japanese fooda. Mostly of the time when it comes to Japanese fooda we have to look at the price before ordering because japanese food bill will make you pay through your nose and you will be spilling blood all over your purse. But of course when someone will be taking care of your bill, there's nothing to worry about just like what happened when I visited Shogu! :D It was my aunt's treat! 

Instead of walking around the whole buffet area to check out the food, I took any food that looks good.

LETS DROOOOL OVER THE FOOD PEOPLE.

YUM.

YUM YUM.

YUM YUM YUM.

and the whole table was ended up with fooda.

DESSERTS! not much choice. That's the bad part.

SI LALA.

while i was waiting for everyone take food and i saw this little cute thang walking around.

KERWYN! He was finding for food, must be.

cant resist his cuteness 

non stop eating.

so-called-chicken-eyes. idk why are they so addicted with that expression recently.

mother and daughter, always dressing up almost the same. I was also wearing grey and black that night! 

awwww someone had to shave his hair bald. Eugene boy is finally growing up and entering elementary school.

Gladys loves sticking with my cousin brother all the time because of his iPhone. danggg, i wanna get an iPhone too ):

Went to watch the skaters' practice and saw that you-know-who who has super mad awesome skilllls and that dang goodlooking face! pretty proud to say, one of them came from my sunday class! :DDDDD

dammmmn, i cant even bend while skating.

so goooood that it spins my eye balls.

my cousin sister mixed up all ice cream together and got scolding by the adults. hahaha dai seyh ah you :p

I was not smart enough to wear baggy pants and loose fitting tshirt. Tiffany's blog was truly inspring and I wore a not-really-loose-fitting dress and big pockets at the side! But i sort of forgot to pack all the food home! Maybe next time, I had a promise with Audrey Chin (:

it feels so good to cry over it.

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came,
The dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time


i, moved on that part of my life. cause it sucks hurting.

food vs kerwyn on webbie.

 THERE. i found pictures when we were webcamming. My sister was showing me food she bought in Aussie and Kerwyn came and can't take his eyes off the food packet.

SOOOOO CUTE AHHHHH. how nice if he never grow up (:

shIt iz asshole.

chinese new year is so quiet ): please come back TAN JIL LYNE. i rather argue with you everyday than facing that idiot.

gosh, i have 9 days to suffer. SUCKS.